some nights i can only cry i am deeply consumed by my constant rejection from those i give my heart to — their smiles and gleaming eyes only last from the duration of me making them cum until i tell them i love them — those words may or may not mean anything but in…
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untitled// 24-05-20
i am disregarded, misunderstood, and forgotten an innate misfortune to punish myself for the hate forced onto me yet, i am a young mind a kind soul that has the heart of sprinkled charcoal -B
Untitled.
it hasn’t been your dismissal of me. it hasn’t been you choosing to love her over me And giving her the space to grow with you in your personal garden of love and companionship that brightens the roses and lillie’s that sprout from your relationship rather it is you finding the love you left me…
I am who I am not
I feel like shit I can taste the salt from the tears that enter the sides of my mouth I can feel my throat tighten up while I beg for air hoping to be able to breathe again I feel my heart break a little more every night From my own entrapment in my brain…
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