Untitled 06.11.2020

some nights i can only cry i am deeply consumed by my constant rejection from those i give my heart to — their smiles and gleaming eyes only last from the duration of me making them cum until i tell them i love them — those words may or may not mean anything but in…

•red•

My back hurts so badly Bent over for hours with no progress Painting the same colors of red and black Over the chest of a woman Screaming To ears that don’t exist And even in a state of shock Nothing makes sense And everyone seems pressed To move on to something next.

Leave me alone.

I don’t know what to create. In all honesty, as a creative, i only know pain. Pain in not being loved Pain in being abandoned Pain in not existing to you or myself So in these words or images I put on paper, Understand it’s my world becoming real In another that doesn’t allow me…

los dias con el amor de mi vida

your uniqueness attracted me to your spirit that enlightened me and you held your positivity in your heart that shined through your smile displaying your vibrant liberty and passion of remaining true to your authenticity S.