I have held you in my dreams 

a figment in my imagination 

without the realization 

that you’ll never love me. 

i have seen your eyes in the stars 

that kiss the night sky, 

revealing the beauty behind darkness 

that illuminates the night we leave behind. 

i have tried to keep you in my heart

your place that remains 

only for you 

and our love 

that i have imagined too

move on. move on. 

i am not the one for you 

but she is 

Well at least that is what you told me

And those were your last words you had for me. 

the problem being that i am attached to you. 

i am you 

and i am every pain 

in which you keep inside of you. 

i see you 

when i close my eyes 

posing as though 

you have love for me 

and maybe you miss me. 

he will love me 

this is confusion of his heart 

because for so much time 

we have been use to being 

apart. 

if anything, i think he loves me. 

but more than anything 

i need for him to. 

-B